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hm. ok, i know no one reads these things that much, but i've decided to make a little list of things i think about, maybe my interests or just my thoughts. i've always been annoyed by those lists that people create where they say really peculiar things in an attempt to seem different/interesting/hip, so they say things like "i really really love ice cream in cold weather" or some really odd thing like that, so um, i hope this doesn't turn out to be one of those. oh yea, and this list has two rules 1-just because i list it once doesn't mean i still think it and 2-just because i list it once doesn't mean i thought it in the past before i listed it::::

. i question whether i will ever have a fully functional, steady, and satisfying sexual/emotional relationship with anyone, and furthermore, i wonder if it's even possible
. i think a very large part of me liking someone is their mix of confidence and humbleness...because i can't stand it when one has too much of the one and lacks enough of the other, and i think i keep that as a rule for guiding myself as well.
. pity is completely useless when used on yourself...but it sure does happen to a lot of people anyway.
. i feel pretty damn special and unique in some ways, but at the same time, i realize that a lot of people feel that way.
. paranoia can destroy ya, but i think it also serves a good purpose sometimes.
. i really love cats, especially my own, and especially ones with lots of personality and soft fur, which probably should also be long. dogs are nice too, and they are so cute and adorable, but the only downside for dogs is that they don't smell too good sometimes.
. who thinks what of videogames, and why? that's a big ass subject.
. sometimes at the root of things i do, i'm mostly searching for a way to say that i'm happily mad: at people, and inside my head.
. 2006...what the fuck.
. is it that you are able to lose yourself or that you are able to rediscover yourself that matters the most, or does only one exist.
. school...job...shit.
. i wish i lived in one giant room with no doors, but columns are ok. maybe a few room splits, but very thin, and movable. man that'd be so fun, i could put things everywhere.
. sometimes the only thing i want to do is play music really loud.
. all first impressions are not allowed enough chance for error, especially the first impressions that are either very good or very bad.

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